This was one of the pictures we used this year because we had a medieval theme. Photo from cenetwork.org.au |
J was the director, a role he also had last year, and I was a pastoral carer again. This meant that I was available as a support for four leaders, stepping in to help as they needed me, or listening if they needed to talk about something, camp related or not. If I wasn't busy with those things I found jobs to do, such as stray dishes, set up for the canteen, sweeping and cleaning and other things.
I love this role for a number of reasons. Firstly, I get to pastorally care for people, which is exactly what I want to do. I'm not sure how good I am at this yet and I do doubt myself sometimes, but I love the opportunity to listen to people, to comfort and support them and hopefully be helpful to them in the process. I also like that the role of pastoral carer is so self-directed as I enjoy the opportunity to be working on this skill. I really value this opportunity to serve and it's this that I want to write about a bit more.
A lot of the work that I do as a pastoral carer is unseen, or seen by only a few people. I like this 'background' kind of service, not just because I am shy and don't like being up the front, but also because it prevents me from getting proud about my work. There's something about hidden service that makes me feel closer to God. Because I know that I'm not acting for my own benefit but for others.
This reminds me of something that the speaker talked about on camp. Though I'd heard this before it was a good reminder. He said that if you put Jesus first, others second and youself third, you will have true JOY in life. I'm still working on this, I certainly don't always get it right and it isn't always easy, but serving at CE camp this year was a reminder of the joy that it is to serve others.
And, of course, cooking toast...
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